The problem with not writing for a really long time is that you feel like you have to catch everyone up on what they’ve missed and why you haven’t been writing and blah blah blah. I wonder what percentage of my posts are “yeah I haven’t written in a while but you know”.
More than they should be. That’s the sign of an awesome blog.
I will tell you right now that I am writing because I am feeling very very very annoyed. I feel like I caught a case of airborn rabies. Rage is like a propulsion system that can make me start moving. Or maybe it can work like gravity. I’m pulled toward thinking about the target of my rage, but maybe I can just keep moving by falling around it, orbiting the thing that makes me foam at the mouth. I’ll just use it as an energy source.
Now that I’ve written that though it doesn’t seem like such a positive outcome. Guess I’ll have to do some thinking on this one. I’m probably suffering due to confrontation avoidance.
Anyway, I had to write some stupid garbage on here because the post I have been writing and rewriting but never publishing for the last 2.5 months is still not done.